The True Fighter

Slowly Slowly.....i can see the world in its true light........being happy means being honest to yourself....u can lie to everybody, but u cant lie to yourself....and I am happy today, because i have been honest......to MYSELF.
No doubt, plans have fallen out of place at places, many a times....life creates problems...sometimes on each and every step......but success comes to those who grab the opportunities, those who don’t loose the chance...the chance to love...the chance to live...to win...to be happy....chance to make friends...the chance to choose.....
Just be on the side of truth, God will be on your side:-)

They say.....if your drowning, u just need a speck to stay afloat......but u need to learn to swim if u want to reach the shore.......staying afloat is just not enough.....got to make things happen if you want to win………luck can’t change...but destiny surely can....and one who can change his destiny……..is the true winner, the true fighter....I aspire to be the True Fighter...

Something I really liked

For a change, something that I have not written myself :-)...
I dont know, if I will be able to write something of this kind in future.....but yes...one thing is there....i definitely liked whtever is written.....have a read..and enjoy...


You give your hand to me
And then you say, "Hello."
And I can hardly speak
My heart is beating so.
And anyone can tell
You think you know me well
But you don't know me.

No you don't know the one
Who dreams of you at night
And longs to kiss your lips
And longs to hold you tight.
To you I'm just a friend
That's all I've ever been
You don't know me

For I never knew the art of making love
Though my heart aches with love for you
Afraid and shy I let my chance go by
The chance that you might love me too.

You give your hand to me
And then you say goodbye
I watch you walk away
Beside that lucky guy
You'll never, never know
The one that loves you so
You don't know me.

Dreamzzzzzzzzzz..........

They say behind every successful man there is a woman.....I say behind every successful person there is a DREAM...

To attain something I need to dream it...Till I dont think and dream about my aim, I cant even think of achieving it...

I want to dream the impossible dream,
I have a dream,
To fight the enemy that is with in myself...
To bear the pain of love....
To run the race against time....even when I know...I am to loose...

I dream,
To master my insurmountable weaknesses...
To love the most undeserving.......
To work when I am dead tired...
To chase that something that never was...not is..& never will be....

My dream is to be desperate...desperate about preparation not the RESULT..

When I attain this dream, only then I will be peacefully laid to rest...

So that when I die people remember me as some one....who dared to dream and fought till the last ounce of his strength and courage...

I used to be alone, not anymore....!!!
I have LIFE for company again......and I am a friend of LIFE again.

Now there are no inhibitions, no guilt...no weight of expectations.....
If I am sad its because of my own actions and If I am happy its because of the same. Crying over spilled milk is a waste so I celebrate it, The CELEBRATION of the SELF...

I want to reach a stage.....where I dont feel the difference between Grief and Elation......and surely I will reach there.....probably its right, may be its wrong...I dont know.

I accept whatever my friend, LIFE gives me, as FATE.......I remember what I get out of life..........and kiss away the things that I dont get....probably I dont deserve them.....
After all, you should deserve first and then desire...its tough but am gonna do it....

I am being myself....again

Hey.......i have just realised..I believe there is something within me...a passion
I have just woken up........and I feel like taking the world in my arms.....

I had dream that was lost and now I have found it again..seems like a long lost hidden treasure somewhere with in me.....seems like I have got it...finally.
It was a painting I always wanted to paint...the music I always wanted to create....the book that I always wanted to write......I feel like am bathing in the light....
I feel I can do anything.....

The haze has cleared and now I can see the road of life clearly, although the destinataion is still not clear :-)....I know I have to walk this road alone but I have myself for company again:)

My soul flickers like the candle in the wind....and i am living again......Again
enjoying the moment till it lasts:-)

Love the moment

I am having a nice illusion...the illusion that I am happy, probably am drunk...probably am not:)
but NO...my head doesnt hurt.......but true...I am feeling a high....I want to enjoy the moment till it lasts........

Why does my heart run after people I loved...Why does it get lost in dreams....
My desires get stronger and then fall down like a falling star....that is why i dont want to think about them now....lest I loose the moment.......I want to enjoy it till it lasts.....

Yeah....I love this....

Who can stop the wind if it starts blowing.........I feel my heart is going away with the wind....but I know this is nothing but a mirage...The path of life is hazy....dont know where the destination is.......but am not thinking about it now.....I want to enjoy this, till the moment last..yes I want to.

Surrender to the love

I am mad............sometimes i make u sad...
I dont know what love has done to me...........i jst think all the time about thee..
I do things, I never thot to be right................now how can one stand in front of love's might.
I have surrendered myself to this great emotion.................i knw its God's most beautiful creation..........

Caught in the middle

Life is so empty around here. So many people around, nice people. People always willing to talk and listen. But I am still alone. Time seems to have stopped. Everything is moving and changing but it seems I am still in this world. The same mundane life, no change. It seems I am living a sequence, repeating itself after every 24 hours. I don’t know what is this. What name I should give to this feeling.
I don’t know why and how I feel this? Nobody is responsible for this, I think not even myself.
Do we have control over our thoughts. Can we direct our heart to feel what our mind thinks. I thought it was possible. But I experience, it is difficult. I know what I want from my life and I want to work for it. But earlier I thought I wanted something else and the things I said then were a reflection of my thoughts then. Who knows what happens in the future but thn too we worry too much abt it. We have to. We cant leave everything to the whims and fancies of fortune and destiny. Everything has a reason. In every realm there need to be an equilibrium. There cant be happiness at all times. You have to accept that change is the only permanent thing in this world.
All your life you have been running. Running to get what u think is desirable. Money, success, fame, glory. Why? Is this the only way to life. Why do you want all this? Just because most of the people in this world look upto it. You play to the gallery, but who doesn’t? But then you always wanted to do something great in this world and u have to be different for this. All great people are different from the lot. Why now you think, the time has come to stop and think. You are not supposed to think, you have to run. IF you don’t run, you risk being left behind.
The world always thought you are made to do big. Big in ur life, means doing big in ur career, being able to affect lives of other people financially and socially. The current mad race takes you to a place where this running never stops. Its similar to what happened to Abimanyu in Mahabharta, he did not know where the Chakraview ends. He died. I am not afraid to run neither I am afraid to die. I have the capability to run but the question is why should I run? Or Should I run?
Are these the only things to achieve in life? Is this a sort of obsession. Who or what has pushed you into this obsession. But very recently, I dreamed of such a life. But there are prices to pay. I still want to have such a life but I am not ready to pay the price but in this world there is no free lunch. And ur asking for free, lunch and dinner;-)
There can be 2 ways of looking at what you are thinking. Being a hardcore optimist, we will first look at the positive side of it.
You were running running and running, you never did pause to think why are you running. Now that you have some little time at your disposal, gradually you have come to realise what you look forward to in your life.

Waiting

O my love im waiting for you.............Waiting for the air to blow,

To take way my breath away and take away the pain.................
Ur love is the only thing in this world i wish to gain.............

Its been long since i touched ur lips............
Seems like centuries have passed when I last did this........

Loving u is a great feeling..i never waana forsake......
How muchso ever i try, this is smthing i cannot fake....

My love for u is the only achievement of the past.........
Its something, I know gonna LAST............

iloveu

I love you
O'my love...
please come close...to me ...

i need u nite and day...
ur there...living into pieces and im here dying everyday...........

Everyday...this romantic air touches my face and asks me where is ur soul...
The one that resided in urs every part and the whole.....

She asks me where is the light....where is the touch......
I tell her....even I miss her very much....

Evry evening this happens to me...
How much imu...i cant tell thee...

i want u like hell this is True
& havent i told you..tht I LOVE YOU.....