Dreamzzzzzzzzzz..........

They say behind every successful man there is a woman.....I say behind every successful person there is a DREAM...

To attain something I need to dream it...Till I dont think and dream about my aim, I cant even think of achieving it...

I want to dream the impossible dream,
I have a dream,
To fight the enemy that is with in myself...
To bear the pain of love....
To run the race against time....even when I know...I am to loose...

I dream,
To master my insurmountable weaknesses...
To love the most undeserving.......
To work when I am dead tired...
To chase that something that never was...not is..& never will be....

My dream is to be desperate...desperate about preparation not the RESULT..

When I attain this dream, only then I will be peacefully laid to rest...

So that when I die people remember me as some one....who dared to dream and fought till the last ounce of his strength and courage...

I used to be alone, not anymore....!!!
I have LIFE for company again......and I am a friend of LIFE again.

Now there are no inhibitions, no guilt...no weight of expectations.....
If I am sad its because of my own actions and If I am happy its because of the same. Crying over spilled milk is a waste so I celebrate it, The CELEBRATION of the SELF...

I want to reach a stage.....where I dont feel the difference between Grief and Elation......and surely I will reach there.....probably its right, may be its wrong...I dont know.

I accept whatever my friend, LIFE gives me, as FATE.......I remember what I get out of life..........and kiss away the things that I dont get....probably I dont deserve them.....
After all, you should deserve first and then desire...its tough but am gonna do it....

I am being myself....again

Hey.......i have just realised..I believe there is something within me...a passion
I have just woken up........and I feel like taking the world in my arms.....

I had dream that was lost and now I have found it again..seems like a long lost hidden treasure somewhere with in me.....seems like I have got it...finally.
It was a painting I always wanted to paint...the music I always wanted to create....the book that I always wanted to write......I feel like am bathing in the light....
I feel I can do anything.....

The haze has cleared and now I can see the road of life clearly, although the destinataion is still not clear :-)....I know I have to walk this road alone but I have myself for company again:)

My soul flickers like the candle in the wind....and i am living again......Again
enjoying the moment till it lasts:-)

Love the moment

I am having a nice illusion...the illusion that I am happy, probably am drunk...probably am not:)
but NO...my head doesnt hurt.......but true...I am feeling a high....I want to enjoy the moment till it lasts........

Why does my heart run after people I loved...Why does it get lost in dreams....
My desires get stronger and then fall down like a falling star....that is why i dont want to think about them now....lest I loose the moment.......I want to enjoy it till it lasts.....

Yeah....I love this....

Who can stop the wind if it starts blowing.........I feel my heart is going away with the wind....but I know this is nothing but a mirage...The path of life is hazy....dont know where the destination is.......but am not thinking about it now.....I want to enjoy this, till the moment last..yes I want to.